jana new songs

Life goes on, days pass very fast and Jana is growing, tall!
yes she is really tall we look ironic when I hold her, cz I am really short!
she loves music this girl, she is memorizing songs very fast now , lyrics and melodies...
she is really fighting her CP case. she would sing "diggi diggi diggi ya rababa"... yes she has a very high taste... she sings "bayya ya bayya ya bayya wel hag kello 3ala bayya" . Her L is an N! you could never stop kissing her cheeks when she starts singing and laughing...
I wish she would play any instrument later.. guitar might fit her cz she has a perfect finger mouvement. her therapist thinks she has high potential to walk. he is so glad she is progressing
I wish we r doing the right thing for her.

nana gone to school

Sunday 26 august 2007 was nana's first day at school... I was so excited for that.. more than she is sure.... she 'd rather sleep. haha. I feel deep inside that she will improve a lot among other kids and teachers, she will learn discipline. and more useful exercises. it is a special school for special needs children and they are real professionals, they are careful too. The importance is that she likes the place and did not refuse to be left there alone for a couple of hours...
hope all is gonna be fine

they never forget!!!

I always decide never to hit my son... donno how i can never manage my tempo and start loosing it when he acts like crazy instead of laughing at it.. I guess i am really sick.. I don't want him to hate me or start getting scared of me... he is so cute and beautiful and clever... I love him, I hate it when he tells his dad I hit him.. I guess i 'd better get cooler.. I need help.

I guess we r fine

After days an nights of tears and worries, we met the surgeon again... I was planning to press charges against him and his hospital, and there he is sure that the operation and the child are doing fine.. he could prove it and he was pretty confident cz he is the only one who does this operation in the whole gulf area....
"just put her into her splints and on her standing device, help her to heal"
do not put her under another surgery now...
poor child, a hip surgery is too aggressive, and she is too soft
nana I love you.

her song!

My nana loves music...
she memorises harmonies and few lyrics too...
she would sing half of "mama zamanha gayya" happily and proudly too and would require it... she is amazing when she sings it... I hope she would play any instrument in the future. she would sneak from her brother and play on the guitar before he discovers her and would take it from her to play it too.. just because he likes to play with anything she has in her hands.... my mom told me once that he is jealous from her... I was surprised.. how come ? I mean he is normal and has it all... our love , our care, the gifts the toys the outings.... but yet we over protect her from ... him...
u always need an outsider to discover what you are in

what happened

Could you imagine a surgeon's mistake that could cause your child a foot...
instead of seeing her walking better, I discovered that her operation was a total failure and I feel like blaming the doctor who was so sure he is the only one who operates this surgery. She started lately to love walking exercises, and now we will go mounthes back in her therapy.
I am sure she will make it through this too.. she is been through a lot before and she survived by God's will....
Did you read "the secret".. do u believe we could really attract stuff into our lives? can attract them to other's lives? can i attract health to her?
hope so