nana the fighter

Premature babies are no more a rare case... i never thought this incident could ever happen to me... but here I am delivering my baby girl, my first baby after 27 weeks of pregnancy.
she had to stay in specail care unit for sometime, with less than 1 kg and 30 cm and a quarter of a laung, she was fighting for her life and comfort too... she could turn her head from side to side and cry aloud to make her voice reach my heart... I was afraid to touch her... and later i knew i had to carress her more to relief her pain, adn give her love energy to grow... I was so confused and shoked, and I couldn't act at all to help her. I felt totally useless and week that time.
but not today...

movies

Till yesterday I thought my son do not know what does it mean to be frightened from tv.. till he has chosen to watch "lilo and stitch". one of his big collection of DVD's.but this movie is nothing like the dalmations or over the hedge or Ice age or finding nemo, the movies that made him a fan of animals... when lilo and stitch started.. he was frightened and wanted me to change the movie at once...
the same happened when he joined the family to watch night at the musuem... the skelleton dinosaue scared the hell out of him.. but then, he enjoyed a lot the dino following the "bone"... he woke up asking about it... then for the first time we watched the ad of the disney dinosaur movie in the nemo DVD, and decided he wants it...weeks back, before he discovers dinos, we used to forward the movie till the scenes he loves most....
he is animals fan, we have a zoo at home!
more will come.

my child

My son is less than 3 years... he wants to go out every time he sees me holding my bag and the car key... but since i have to go to work every day, i can not take him any other place untill i come back..
he used to cry every day, then I leave heart broken... but his gramma tought him how to live with it... so one day, i tryed to sneak out and he heard the door opening, he run to me saying : "I want to kiss you mamy" bye bye mammy.... i was amazed by the way kids adapt themselves fast.... more to tell abt my son..
share your stories...

nana

That's how my 4 year old girl calls herself.
she is 4 right, but due to birth complications, she lost the opportunity to grow as a normal child...
after she turned one year old, we discored epileptic seizures and EEG showed a CP child...
long story of fighting for life and not struggle, i would say because my kid is a fighter since she was 10 weeks prematured, in the incubator and on ventilator...
I guess i did not give the support she needed by then... sometimes i regret till tears and I try to understand why trying not to blame myself.. but I do feel a lot guilty.
some day I will tell u all why..

adorable son

sometimes mothers think they are raising their kids the best way all the time, but my kid... he is building hie own rules.. rules he wants me to use while dealing with him..
and my daughter.. she is another issue.. where survival and fighting for life is the biggest title...
further will come